Getting My Mind Right & Some Feels

The days are counting down, and now we’re into February. One month closer to May, and 42 hours of good living.

I’ve been trying to get my mind right, and out of the cloud of depression and self loathing that I’ve been in. Because it’s not about me. I’m not doing this for me, I’m doing it for my kids. I’m doing it because i already know some of my teammates and they need me to be there and ready to give 110%.

If I’m not ready for something that I’m committing myself to then I think that says alot about me, and who I am….

I’ve walked that road already and I’m not doing it anymore. And for the people that I’ve hurt while I was on that journey, I am truly sorry. You are amazing, and have helped to shape me for the better, I cannot thank you enough for being as awesome as you are.